It's been 2 months since i last blog... Was busy with kids & family. This june holiday had planned to go for a short getaway bt somehow we couldnt make it. Something unexpected happened. After some thought decided to blog about it.
One sunday when I sent my son back to my mum place and mum suddenly threw me with this question. Are you preg as she claimed my tummy was big.. well all along i hve tummy. The next day mum watapps mi again. asking the same question n bah baaaaaaa... Then i recalled back this month i didnt reali come my mense. Jus very light n sometimes slightly more blood for 2 weeks and I do feel pain on my breast at times. Decided to get a test kit to test. The 2nd line was unclear and decided to go to the Doc to confirm. The doctor tested with 2 different kit and he said 90% im preg. I was like OMG!!!! bt i was bleeding for 2 weeks and doc want me to go to 24 hrs clinic to see. Called hubby and arrange to pick princess early then head to KK 24 hours clinic.
After doctor checked and based on my last menses, it should b 7 weeks bt as what she see the foetus is like only 5 weeks. Suspected the foetus is not growing well. Did a blood test and told to come back 48 hrs later for another blood test. Went for 2nd blood test early morning and waited for the report. The report was not good as the hormones cells didnt rise to what they expected. Doctor asked us not to hope for too much as they suspected the baby is not growing well. Given an appointment 2 weeks later to review again. This pregnancy came unexpected and we are surprised. The nurse gave us a week later appointment.
Went back to 9 Jun and did a scan before seeing the doc. The scan showed that the baby do not hve a heart beat. Doc asked if I wan to wait for it to auto flash out on his own or wan to do a surgery to remove it. Well since already no more heart beat decided to remove it with a surgery. As no slot for day surgery so have to reschedule the next day.
The next day morning, woke up early at 6 plus as im supposed to reach the day surgery before 7.30am. Took a train dwn on my own as the kids are around cos mum went for holiday. So got hubby to look after the kids when my surgery done ask him to cme n pick mi. First time doing surgery and it is a day surgery. Waited till 10am for the surgery to start as medication was taken at ard 8 plus and hve to wait for 2 hrs. Push to OT at ard 10 am and last i know i had 3 puffs (duno what they passed for mi) the next moment im awake at the resting ward which was around 11 am and is all over. Went with a heavy heart, though is only 5 weeks you are b remembered little sprout! We are not fated to be your parents !
One sunday when I sent my son back to my mum place and mum suddenly threw me with this question. Are you preg as she claimed my tummy was big.. well all along i hve tummy. The next day mum watapps mi again. asking the same question n bah baaaaaaa... Then i recalled back this month i didnt reali come my mense. Jus very light n sometimes slightly more blood for 2 weeks and I do feel pain on my breast at times. Decided to get a test kit to test. The 2nd line was unclear and decided to go to the Doc to confirm. The doctor tested with 2 different kit and he said 90% im preg. I was like OMG!!!! bt i was bleeding for 2 weeks and doc want me to go to 24 hrs clinic to see. Called hubby and arrange to pick princess early then head to KK 24 hours clinic.
After doctor checked and based on my last menses, it should b 7 weeks bt as what she see the foetus is like only 5 weeks. Suspected the foetus is not growing well. Did a blood test and told to come back 48 hrs later for another blood test. Went for 2nd blood test early morning and waited for the report. The report was not good as the hormones cells didnt rise to what they expected. Doctor asked us not to hope for too much as they suspected the baby is not growing well. Given an appointment 2 weeks later to review again. This pregnancy came unexpected and we are surprised. The nurse gave us a week later appointment.
Went back to 9 Jun and did a scan before seeing the doc. The scan showed that the baby do not hve a heart beat. Doc asked if I wan to wait for it to auto flash out on his own or wan to do a surgery to remove it. Well since already no more heart beat decided to remove it with a surgery. As no slot for day surgery so have to reschedule the next day.
The next day morning, woke up early at 6 plus as im supposed to reach the day surgery before 7.30am. Took a train dwn on my own as the kids are around cos mum went for holiday. So got hubby to look after the kids when my surgery done ask him to cme n pick mi. First time doing surgery and it is a day surgery. Waited till 10am for the surgery to start as medication was taken at ard 8 plus and hve to wait for 2 hrs. Push to OT at ard 10 am and last i know i had 3 puffs (duno what they passed for mi) the next moment im awake at the resting ward which was around 11 am and is all over. Went with a heavy heart, though is only 5 weeks you are b remembered little sprout! We are not fated to be your parents !